Friday, November 21

Just a lil rant


Not gonna sit here and be lectured by anyone.... Had enough criticism to last a lifetime in the last couple of months ... you wanna criticize ... don't talk to me got enough problems with no confidence and low self esteem ... I live with pain chronic pain every single day ... Had enough of the put downs.... Everybody thinks they know me ... Fact is ya don't ... none of ya know me .... you see what you want to see and that's fine I don't care... But I can guarantee you none of you have had to deal with half the shit Ive had.... I lost my home 5 months ago, I got up and got on with it.... Ive been kicked around, treated like shit all my life by people that don't know what a hard life is.... I know how hard life can be because I've actually faced hell. I dont expect sympathy, I have no need for it.... Somebody starts handing me shit I'm gonna start handing it back... I don't care who they are Fact is there's a lot of people online these days that are keyboard warriors that wouldn't have the balls to say it to my face. Most people if put in my position with the spinal problems I have would either curl up in a ball and cry or just give up completely ... I REFUSE to be put down or criticized any longer.... I get up every morning, i take my dogs out everyday wither I feel up to it or not... I'm currently rebuilding my life one bit of furniture at a time .. its not easy, its hard work but I'm doing it ....Myself. IF YOUR NOT FEEDING ME... OR PAYING MY BILLS YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO AN OPINION ON MY LIFE.

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